очень мило сейчас на это смотреть)))))))))
my acting tutor says that it's unlikely and even dangerous to keep one's emotions within...
so i'll try to express mine...
the point is that after the amazing OZ's live + as a result of watching all the bastards outside all the time i've fallen for VK with a new force...
i'm totally MAD again.....
and i like it....really xP
it's me again)))
feeling and extremely exited xP
but.....
i don't know what to do.... i don't know whether i really love any of them or it's just my stupidness.... i really want to meet some of them in life... to see true them.... to try to understand...
though no.
all of that is too difficult and not the things i mean...
the #1 problem - I WANT TERU!
and i WANT to Japan!
and i WANT to watch Versailles's tour final in july there.....
and the more important - i don't even know what the hell i need that all....
simlpy need. that's all.....
but at least Teru makes me mad and alive again.... even though it's very hard to control my emotions now.....
*sigh*
will deal with that somehow.....
it couldn't have happened for no reason..... all of that...ever....
and i'll definitely go to Japan this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: в общем-то, достаточно понимать лишь самый конец и то что до этого после слов WANT *ну, не считая первого из них хДДДДДДД*